I got a facebook (finally!)
and it's my birthday today. :D 11:59pm
But anyway, I just wanted to say that Facebook kinda scares me. I still prefer the calmness of blogger. :D
((but the poking war is fun))
Sigh, it's 1st July and I kinda... regret getting Facebook. I think I'll ban myself from it for one week. :D
Yay, yay, yay. 12:00am
Goodnight, goodbye.
But don't forget to come home.
Love you too blogger,
Me.
Saturday 30 June 2012
Tuesday 26 June 2012
Another sketch design blah
Drawn on 9 June 2012.
Uploaded 26 June 2012.
Drawn (time): In the middle of the night
Drawn with: Pencil (and a trusty eraser)
Time taken: 35+ minutes
Saturday 23 June 2012
I'm a huge idiot.
I'm just grinning, still grinning. And it's really weird. :D
In my parent's room, where Dad is still snoring away and I has managed to complete the Japanese homework.
This is awesome. It's the truth--those words are still pounding in my head.
EILUN AND JERNANA ARE AWAKE.
AWAKE.
CRAZY PEOPLE.
LIKE ME.
CRAZY PEOPLE LIKE ME AWAKE.
This is bliss.
I don't know why, but I just feel so awesome. And so idiotic at the same time.
I miss all of you too :D
It's 2 in the morning, last day of hols. Sad, sad, sad. But there'll be school. And CCA.
CCA is my second family. Even school can't beat that. Even though I keep complaining about CCA, there's a part of me that'll forever think, "Hell yeah, we're awepic. We're unique, a crazy bunch of weirdos who fit together."
Even though sometimes CCA is tough and all that crap or bullshit, it's still so fun and happy. Despite all the people that make me go haywire inside and there's loads of chunks of wtf messages around my brain (we should research it one day), they make me feel complete, like I have the right to be crazy.
I'm listening to Onerepublic's "Come Home" and it makes me want to cry. Remembering all the times in P6, all those secret moments of fangirling and pretending to be someone else. I think I carried on the calm facade just because it was who I was in school.
So, come home, come home, come home.
I want to go home. I miss CCA. But I remind myself that I'm already home, in my heart.
I'm home.
NYES. I love you. :D
Clarissa
Eilun
Jerlyn
YanYan
Megan
Isabel
WuFan
Crazy ES batch of 2012. :D
I love you all so much. I really do.
Even I don't feel this much for my class (TRAITOR!!!!).
Maybe I'm just dreaming out loud.
Until then.
Come home.
Come home.
Come home.
In my parent's room, where Dad is still snoring away and I has managed to complete the Japanese homework.
This is awesome. It's the truth--those words are still pounding in my head.
EILUN AND JERNANA ARE AWAKE.
AWAKE.
CRAZY PEOPLE.
LIKE ME.
CRAZY PEOPLE LIKE ME AWAKE.
This is bliss.
I don't know why, but I just feel so awesome. And so idiotic at the same time.
I miss all of you too :D
It's 2 in the morning, last day of hols. Sad, sad, sad. But there'll be school. And CCA.
CCA is my second family. Even school can't beat that. Even though I keep complaining about CCA, there's a part of me that'll forever think, "Hell yeah, we're awepic. We're unique, a crazy bunch of weirdos who fit together."
Even though sometimes CCA is tough and all that crap or bullshit, it's still so fun and happy. Despite all the people that make me go haywire inside and there's loads of chunks of wtf messages around my brain (we should research it one day), they make me feel complete, like I have the right to be crazy.
I'm listening to Onerepublic's "Come Home" and it makes me want to cry. Remembering all the times in P6, all those secret moments of fangirling and pretending to be someone else. I think I carried on the calm facade just because it was who I was in school.
So, come home, come home, come home.
I want to go home. I miss CCA. But I remind myself that I'm already home, in my heart.
I'm home.
NYES. I love you. :D
Clarissa
Eilun
Jerlyn
YanYan
Megan
Isabel
WuFan
Crazy ES batch of 2012. :D
I love you all so much. I really do.
Even I don't feel this much for my class (TRAITOR!!!!).
Maybe I'm just dreaming out loud.
Until then.
Come home.
Come home.
Come home.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
:D
Friday 22 June 2012
"I SAY THAT CHEESE BURGERS SHOULD COST MORE THAN GOLD!" -facepalm-
I was buying cheese burgers and was walking past a jewellery shop. Then I thought about someone robbing me of money (y'know, the standard "money or your life" gag) and I hugged the cheese burger tighter. Then it came to me...
Me: I think cheese burgers should cost more than gold. Why do people even want to buy gold anyway? It's useless. It just sits around there--not fluffy or cute--and sparkles. While the cheese burger can sustain life, the gold just sits there doing nothing. Why do people think that gold should cost a lot?
Sis: Well, people like gold. And besides, it's a rare metal that needs to be dug up from the ground.
Me: But it doesn't do anything! And it's pretty much useless. Why do people even bother digging them up? Shouldn't cheese burger be of a higher value? Why are they so cheap? I'm not complaining, of course, just... isn't it weird?
Sis: Well, if you put it that way, most humans are weird. Perhaps it's because it's very rare and pretty, can be used for decorative purposes? Besides, people have already set the standards. Gold is worth a lot of money, even if it just sits there and do nothing.
Me: ... Still, if we're actually talking about decorative art or something like that, a few twigs and leaves can do the trick, right? Why do they want something that... that...is completely useless? The cheese burger can sustain human lives!
Sis: Still, gold is bright coloured and it's prettier. Look at carvings on gold--don't they look exquisite and intricate? Whereas twigs are of a darker shade of brown, hence it's much more difficult to spot the patterns--if you ever did carve into them. That's why gold is much more favoured.
Me: ... But gold is useless. And it causes war and trouble. It causes greed. Whereas the cheese burger makes people happy!
Sis: But after you eat it, it's gone, isn't it? Look at a cheese burger and gold. The cheese burger will rot soon, while the gold can last a long time.
Me: Then, talking in rarity, the cheese burger wins!
Sis : ... -facepalm-
Aaaaand, the winner is...
CHEESE BURGER!
TEAM CHEESE BURGER, WHOO! :D
... we ate it anyway.
Me: I think cheese burgers should cost more than gold. Why do people even want to buy gold anyway? It's useless. It just sits around there--not fluffy or cute--and sparkles. While the cheese burger can sustain life, the gold just sits there doing nothing. Why do people think that gold should cost a lot?
Sis: Well, people like gold. And besides, it's a rare metal that needs to be dug up from the ground.
Me: But it doesn't do anything! And it's pretty much useless. Why do people even bother digging them up? Shouldn't cheese burger be of a higher value? Why are they so cheap? I'm not complaining, of course, just... isn't it weird?
Sis: Well, if you put it that way, most humans are weird. Perhaps it's because it's very rare and pretty, can be used for decorative purposes? Besides, people have already set the standards. Gold is worth a lot of money, even if it just sits there and do nothing.
Me: ... Still, if we're actually talking about decorative art or something like that, a few twigs and leaves can do the trick, right? Why do they want something that... that...is completely useless? The cheese burger can sustain human lives!
Sis: Still, gold is bright coloured and it's prettier. Look at carvings on gold--don't they look exquisite and intricate? Whereas twigs are of a darker shade of brown, hence it's much more difficult to spot the patterns--if you ever did carve into them. That's why gold is much more favoured.
Me: ... But gold is useless. And it causes war and trouble. It causes greed. Whereas the cheese burger makes people happy!
Sis: But after you eat it, it's gone, isn't it? Look at a cheese burger and gold. The cheese burger will rot soon, while the gold can last a long time.
Me: Then, talking in rarity, the cheese burger wins!
Sis : ... -facepalm-
Aaaaand, the winner is...
CHEESE BURGER!
TEAM CHEESE BURGER, WHOO! :D
... we ate it anyway.
Wednesday 20 June 2012
"So, I don't literally--well, it doesn't make sense but--get anything but the fact that people are judging me. It's like, all the time--" "Aren't you judging them, too?"
Was having a chat with wise old dad.
Me: So, um, there was this 'Character Development' module or something like that and, um, well. They just asked this question about what I thought about this line, "Character is what you are in the dark."
So I said that, "It means that in the darkest of times, in the face of adversity--it sounds weird but--what you truly are." and the teacher was staring at me strangely then she said, "Uh, interesting thinking, you have there."
Dad: Hm. Then there's something wrong with your interpretation of things.
Me: Nonononononononono. I--just I don't--it's not wrong. It's up to interpretation of matters, so there's practically nothing wrong with my statement. She was like staring at me weirdly and then she asked another student. It was like, she was trying to get a correct answer! Then the student said, "I think it means character is what you are when no one's watching."
So I don't quite get it when the teacher said, "Yes, that would be it." Like it was a model answer. That question was practically up to interpretation and--it might be a strange way of expressing herself but-- it's not like, Math, where everything is definite. And when she said, "that would be it.", it felt as though everything has a correct answer--
Dad shakes his head.
Dad: I think you don't really have much exposure in this area.
Me: But I've actually had lots of talks like this and on instinct, I just answered it. I've gone through lots of lessons when they say that "Character is what you are when no one's watching" and yet I just answered it in this way. That's strange. And it's like, they expect you to think that way, so she was shocked when she heard my different answer. Isn't that so... condemning? Like, they're teaching moral educations with a standard model answer--that doesn't sound right. Uh... it's like, they want to structure our brains in this way that...we'll think the same answer?
Dad: I think it's because you haven't got enough depth in this area, like you're still amateur at trying to--
Me: There is no difference in level of interpretation. Like... umm, if... well... if someone says, "The curtains were blue" and another person--supposedly of higher intellect-- says, "The blue curtains represented the writer's angst" and all that stuff, I suppose people would say that he's better at interpretation, isn't it? But maybe the writer just meant that the curtains were friggin blue. In fact, interpretation is up to everyone of us. It depends on what we relate to.
But the thing is. I think the teacher was judging me. It's like, a random strange student just says something out of the norm and then--
Dad: But aren't you judging her?
Me: ... nonononononononono. I'm just--
Dad: Look, it just depends on everyone's background and cultural preference. What are you trying to say? That you disagree with the statement "Character is what you are when no one's watching"?
Me:... Hm. Not exactly. But I don't really get how that can happen. I mean, like, in the dark, we can still all see, right? It's not like pitch black dark.
Dad: That was not literal.
Me: Oh. But anyway, there's still a pair of eyes watching you! I mean, it can't be--
Dad: See, so you believe in the existence of a God that's watching you.
Me: That's not what I meant. I meant that you'd still be watching yourself, out of fear of the possibility of someone still watching you. It's like, you're watching yourself.
Dad: But for that moment, you'd still be yourself, won't you?
Me: Butbutbut. Look, you'd be yourself for just a moment, then you'd turn back to your... fake self and it gets kinda confusing like who is your real self? And then it--
Dad: That's only for someone as confusing as you.
Me: Not true! Sometimes you get so caught up in being fake that you'd... you'd--I don't know--forget yourself? And in the other case, in the case of adversity, you'd choose, won't you? Like Sirius Black and Peter Pettigrew--the main focus is on Peter, of course. He chose to help Voldy and--
Dad: Who are they?
Me:... Uhh, some people. So anyway, the words "Character is what you are" were in black and the background was white while the words "in the dark" were white in black background and that kinda led to me thinking that it was a candle in the dark. Kinda like hope or faith, right?
Wait, what am I talking about? But anyway, I still don't quite get how people instinctively react to this... statement as nobody seeing you. I mean, in the dark, no one is watching you, but can't they be hearing?
Dad: It's not literal.
Me: Butbutbut. Aargh, so I don't get why my interpretation is wrong.
Dad: I never said your interpretation was wrong.
Me: You said there was something wrong with my interpretation of things.
Dad: I wanted to say that it all depended on your cultural background and what your values are and all that.
Me: ...
Dad: Eh, drink your soyabean. We're leaving.
My dad is awesome. :D
he keeps reminding me how stupid I am TAT
Jerry and I are getting married. Now, where to find cabbages... jk,jk :D
Me: So, um, there was this 'Character Development' module or something like that and, um, well. They just asked this question about what I thought about this line, "Character is what you are in the dark."
So I said that, "It means that in the darkest of times, in the face of adversity--it sounds weird but--what you truly are." and the teacher was staring at me strangely then she said, "Uh, interesting thinking, you have there."
Dad: Hm. Then there's something wrong with your interpretation of things.
Me: Nonononononononono. I--just I don't--it's not wrong. It's up to interpretation of matters, so there's practically nothing wrong with my statement. She was like staring at me weirdly and then she asked another student. It was like, she was trying to get a correct answer! Then the student said, "I think it means character is what you are when no one's watching."
So I don't quite get it when the teacher said, "Yes, that would be it." Like it was a model answer. That question was practically up to interpretation and--it might be a strange way of expressing herself but-- it's not like, Math, where everything is definite. And when she said, "that would be it.", it felt as though everything has a correct answer--
Dad shakes his head.
Dad: I think you don't really have much exposure in this area.
Me: But I've actually had lots of talks like this and on instinct, I just answered it. I've gone through lots of lessons when they say that "Character is what you are when no one's watching" and yet I just answered it in this way. That's strange. And it's like, they expect you to think that way, so she was shocked when she heard my different answer. Isn't that so... condemning? Like, they're teaching moral educations with a standard model answer--that doesn't sound right. Uh... it's like, they want to structure our brains in this way that...we'll think the same answer?
Dad: I think it's because you haven't got enough depth in this area, like you're still amateur at trying to--
Me: There is no difference in level of interpretation. Like... umm, if... well... if someone says, "The curtains were blue" and another person--supposedly of higher intellect-- says, "The blue curtains represented the writer's angst" and all that stuff, I suppose people would say that he's better at interpretation, isn't it? But maybe the writer just meant that the curtains were friggin blue. In fact, interpretation is up to everyone of us. It depends on what we relate to.
But the thing is. I think the teacher was judging me. It's like, a random strange student just says something out of the norm and then--
Dad: But aren't you judging her?
Me: ... nonononononononono. I'm just--
Dad: Look, it just depends on everyone's background and cultural preference. What are you trying to say? That you disagree with the statement "Character is what you are when no one's watching"?
Me:... Hm. Not exactly. But I don't really get how that can happen. I mean, like, in the dark, we can still all see, right? It's not like pitch black dark.
Dad: That was not literal.
Me: Oh. But anyway, there's still a pair of eyes watching you! I mean, it can't be--
Dad: See, so you believe in the existence of a God that's watching you.
Me: That's not what I meant. I meant that you'd still be watching yourself, out of fear of the possibility of someone still watching you. It's like, you're watching yourself.
Dad: But for that moment, you'd still be yourself, won't you?
Me: Butbutbut. Look, you'd be yourself for just a moment, then you'd turn back to your... fake self and it gets kinda confusing like who is your real self? And then it--
Dad: That's only for someone as confusing as you.
Me: Not true! Sometimes you get so caught up in being fake that you'd... you'd--I don't know--forget yourself? And in the other case, in the case of adversity, you'd choose, won't you? Like Sirius Black and Peter Pettigrew--the main focus is on Peter, of course. He chose to help Voldy and--
Dad: Who are they?
Me:... Uhh, some people. So anyway, the words "Character is what you are" were in black and the background was white while the words "in the dark" were white in black background and that kinda led to me thinking that it was a candle in the dark. Kinda like hope or faith, right?
Wait, what am I talking about? But anyway, I still don't quite get how people instinctively react to this... statement as nobody seeing you. I mean, in the dark, no one is watching you, but can't they be hearing?
Dad: It's not literal.
Me: Butbutbut. Aargh, so I don't get why my interpretation is wrong.
Dad: I never said your interpretation was wrong.
Me: You said there was something wrong with my interpretation of things.
Dad: I wanted to say that it all depended on your cultural background and what your values are and all that.
Me: ...
Dad: Eh, drink your soyabean. We're leaving.
My dad is awesome. :D
he keeps reminding me how stupid I am TAT
Jerry and I are getting married. Now, where to find cabbages... jk,jk :D
Monday 18 June 2012
Post-it ノート: .______.
Imagine how a gangsta walks like.
NOW WITH 120% MORE SWINGABLE ARMS!
That's what I did.
*swing* *swing* *swing* *swing* *swing*
I am bursting with ideas. And yet unable to write them down. I am able to picture them, but not pen them down. This is disastrous.
And facilitating sessions... I really, really don't want to use 'Twilight' as an example. Sigh.
NOW WITH 120% MORE SWINGABLE ARMS!
That's what I did.
*swing* *swing* *swing* *swing* *swing*
I am bursting with ideas. And yet unable to write them down. I am able to picture them, but not pen them down. This is disastrous.
And facilitating sessions... I really, really don't want to use 'Twilight' as an example. Sigh.
HP fanvirus still going strong.
Sunday 17 June 2012
You sort of start thinking anything’s possible if you’ve got enough nerve.
I has been attacked by the fanvirus as well.
The Harry Potter fanvirus has gotten to me.
Gyahhhhhhh. I just felt so... sad while scrolling through those tumblr Harry Potter quotes.
I feel really resentful that Twilight got ''Movie of the year" instead of Harry Potter. It's the last movie already (Deathly Hallows), so why give it to Twilight? I mean, Harry Potter was an awesome series, something magical and so beautiful--EPIC.
I'm not a fan of Twilight. The books make me laugh, though. I would say that in terms of books, I would prefer Harry Potter but Twilight--the overall plot idea is rather... refreshing...?--is not that terrible. Twilight (book version) seems to be more of a whine/rant. I think it's one of its weaknesses, written in a first-person format that perhaps the author kinda slipped away? Also, Twilight is kinda draggy. I mean, example:
1. They arrive at a conclusion (like... Bella's being chased by some vampire)
20 or more pages later...
2. They're still describing Bella's fear of being chased.
Okay, so in that 20 pages or so, there's probably going to be some flowery details about her fear (heart pumping--basically, the works). Or maybe they used up 18 pages of that 20 to write about Edward's perfection?
((I have to confess--the idea of a sparkly vampire turns me off))
Whereas, Harry Potter may be a little mundane, but it's really got this grip on you. I think it rather describes characters who we can relate to and the English is rather good. It doesn't have a lot of description (of, for example, the patronus looking so sparkly and silver and all that) but it leaves it to your imagination. :D
The books are away from me now, so I may not be as accurate. :D
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The movies:
Harry Potter
I didn't really feel the 'magical' part in the first movie. But watching the first part of Deathly Hallows made me go eye-wide and cry. I--kinda--cried because it was so awesome (I cried during Madagascar 3 because the effects were just so epic and it was so inspirational, the music...). I wanted to watch the second part because it seemed like the end of everything and I wanted to just follow Harry's journey.
Despite the overall positive review about the movie series, I thought that in the first part of the Deathly Hallows, they lengthened parts that were supposed to be short and vice-versa. Dobby's death didn't really seem to... it was just like a flash, then gone.
But I have to give a thumbs up for this one scene of Harry and Hermione dancing in the tent when Ron left (I do not ship Harmione--or whatever it's called). Because it brought out the bitterness of children being forced to fight and grow up in such a horrible reality. Think about it. Harry has got almost no childhood--his parents died, he's facing Lord Voldy all the time... And at that time, they're simply dancing, enjoying themselves as children once again. Then the music stops, the spell breaks (much like Cinderella) and they're back to fighting evil again.
Inserts Molly's voice: "They're just children!"
The movie made me feel more overwhelmed (definitely!) than the book. Perhaps it's because in screenplay you can see more emotions? :D
Twilight
... Uh. I have to admit, when I went to watch New Moon with my sister and her friends... halfway through the movie, I slept. That was a waste of ticket money...
But seriously, there was no trigger, there was no excitement and the spinning scene (change of months) made me dizzy.
Think about it. A diary of a teenager who's mesmerised with her boyfriend... it doesn't really seem to make a good movie story, does it? Since all you're writing about is the awesomeness of your boyfriend. You may disagree, saying that there are all the... dangers (of the Volturi and...) but it's not gripping enough. The effects don't seem really strong and powerful. It seems like you're describing the perfection of your sparklypie-of-a-boyfriend while being hunted down. That really doesn't seem as attractive.
I'm kinda glad I didn't buy the Twilight CD and instead opted for the Half-Blood Prince CD. :D
I think that Kristen Stewart doesn't really seem to display much emotions... Perhaps it's because there really isn't much change of emotions in Bella's role to begin with? But even so, you'd get tired after looking at a person who's displaying the same emotions every. single. time.
So there.
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I'm not a fan of Twilight because it just doesn't suit me. Still, if you're a Twihard, continuetrolling supporting your love for your fandom. We Potterheads don't need to put down anyone to show that we're awesome.
...wait.
"We Potterheads"?
I has fallen to the fanvirus! Oh no!
Since I am a 'Potterhead' now, might as well start trolling and flaming Twilight?
No. But Bella really is a Mary-Sue. And Edward is a controlling boyfriend. *nods head*
Extra videos!
The Harry Potter fanvirus has gotten to me.
Gyahhhhhhh. I just felt so... sad while scrolling through those tumblr Harry Potter quotes.
I feel really resentful that Twilight got ''Movie of the year" instead of Harry Potter. It's the last movie already (Deathly Hallows), so why give it to Twilight? I mean, Harry Potter was an awesome series, something magical and so beautiful--EPIC.
I'm not a fan of Twilight. The books make me laugh, though. I would say that in terms of books, I would prefer Harry Potter but Twilight--the overall plot idea is rather... refreshing...?--is not that terrible. Twilight (book version) seems to be more of a whine/rant. I think it's one of its weaknesses, written in a first-person format that perhaps the author kinda slipped away? Also, Twilight is kinda draggy. I mean, example:
1. They arrive at a conclusion (like... Bella's being chased by some vampire)
20 or more pages later...
2. They're still describing Bella's fear of being chased.
Okay, so in that 20 pages or so, there's probably going to be some flowery details about her fear (heart pumping--basically, the works). Or maybe they used up 18 pages of that 20 to write about Edward's perfection?
((I have to confess--the idea of a sparkly vampire turns me off))
Whereas, Harry Potter may be a little mundane, but it's really got this grip on you. I think it rather describes characters who we can relate to and the English is rather good. It doesn't have a lot of description (of, for example, the patronus looking so sparkly and silver and all that) but it leaves it to your imagination. :D
The books are away from me now, so I may not be as accurate. :D
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The movies:
Harry Potter
I didn't really feel the 'magical' part in the first movie. But watching the first part of Deathly Hallows made me go eye-wide and cry. I--kinda--cried because it was so awesome (I cried during Madagascar 3 because the effects were just so epic and it was so inspirational, the music...). I wanted to watch the second part because it seemed like the end of everything and I wanted to just follow Harry's journey.
Despite the overall positive review about the movie series, I thought that in the first part of the Deathly Hallows, they lengthened parts that were supposed to be short and vice-versa. Dobby's death didn't really seem to... it was just like a flash, then gone.
But I have to give a thumbs up for this one scene of Harry and Hermione dancing in the tent when Ron left (I do not ship Harmione--or whatever it's called). Because it brought out the bitterness of children being forced to fight and grow up in such a horrible reality. Think about it. Harry has got almost no childhood--his parents died, he's facing Lord Voldy all the time... And at that time, they're simply dancing, enjoying themselves as children once again. Then the music stops, the spell breaks (much like Cinderella) and they're back to fighting evil again.
Inserts Molly's voice: "They're just children!"
The movie made me feel more overwhelmed (definitely!) than the book. Perhaps it's because in screenplay you can see more emotions? :D
Twilight
... Uh. I have to admit, when I went to watch New Moon with my sister and her friends... halfway through the movie, I slept. That was a waste of ticket money...
But seriously, there was no trigger, there was no excitement and the spinning scene (change of months) made me dizzy.
Think about it. A diary of a teenager who's mesmerised with her boyfriend... it doesn't really seem to make a good movie story, does it? Since all you're writing about is the awesomeness of your boyfriend. You may disagree, saying that there are all the... dangers (of the Volturi and...) but it's not gripping enough. The effects don't seem really strong and powerful. It seems like you're describing the perfection of your sparklypie-of-a-boyfriend while being hunted down. That really doesn't seem as attractive.
I'm kinda glad I didn't buy the Twilight CD and instead opted for the Half-Blood Prince CD. :D
I think that Kristen Stewart doesn't really seem to display much emotions... Perhaps it's because there really isn't much change of emotions in Bella's role to begin with? But even so, you'd get tired after looking at a person who's displaying the same emotions every. single. time.
So there.
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I'm not a fan of Twilight because it just doesn't suit me. Still, if you're a Twihard, continue
...wait.
"We Potterheads"?
I has fallen to the fanvirus! Oh no!
Since I am a 'Potterhead' now, might as well start trolling and flaming Twilight?
No. But Bella really is a Mary-Sue. And Edward is a controlling boyfriend. *nods head*
Extra videos!
Stalker Diaries
YESH I HAS COMPLETED IT.
Okay, so I realised that I haven't been doing any writing (writer's block is attacking, stronger than ever).
So I'm just trying. :D yayyayyayyay
Gosh, I hate writer's block. It just seeps into your brain. It's made me fear my fanfiction now. T.T
Light disclaimer:
I no stalk anyone. It just seemed... interesting to try and write from a stalker's point of view (no offence to stalkers out there! :D)
because I don't have the time and I get tired of things really easily. :D
Ellie, I has completed mai 'stalker story', you?
Now, if you dislike very crazily obsessive people ranting about how they stalk people, then do not click for more pencil shavings. :D
Okay, so I realised that I haven't been doing any writing (writer's block is attacking, stronger than ever).
So I'm just trying. :D yayyayyayyay
Gosh, I hate writer's block. It just seeps into your brain. It's made me fear my fanfiction now. T.T
Light disclaimer:
I no stalk anyone. It just seemed... interesting to try and write from a stalker's point of view (no offence to stalkers out there! :D)
because I don't have the time and I get tired of things really easily. :D
Ellie, I has completed mai 'stalker story', you?
Now, if you dislike very crazily obsessive people ranting about how they stalk people, then do not click for more pencil shavings. :D
Friday 15 June 2012
Post-it ノート: Because it's just asdfghjkl cute ♥
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO THE CUTE FLUFFEH NYANCAT YOU EVILEVILEVILEVILEVIL!
</3
heart shatters.
Wednesday 13 June 2012
More shameless publicity! :D
Okay, so... umm, I'm trying out something new here. *shamelessly publicizes a book give away~*
So, um, well, look to the right of the blog and you can see a list of blogs. See them? Now, squint a little and you'll notice that there's a blog names "Bookcase to Heaven".
So, here's the deal! Sel (owner of "Bookcase to Heaven") is holding a kinda book giveaway thingy.
Her blog URL : Bookcase to Heaven
And her blog post regarding the giveaway: Bookcase to Heaven: book giveaway '12
So please do visit her and hopefully you'll win a book...?
Here, have some of Grandma Waffle's waffles :D
Yay~ publicity over!
...
um, no yay? :D
I'm horrible with this.
So, um, well, look to the right of the blog and you can see a list of blogs. See them? Now, squint a little and you'll notice that there's a blog names "Bookcase to Heaven".
So, here's the deal! Sel (owner of "Bookcase to Heaven") is holding a kinda book giveaway thingy.
Her blog URL : Bookcase to Heaven
And her blog post regarding the giveaway: Bookcase to Heaven: book giveaway '12
So please do visit her and hopefully you'll win a book...?
Here, have some of Grandma Waffle's waffles :D
Yay~ publicity over!
...
um, no yay? :D
I'm horrible with this.
Dedicated to Jernana
Oh god.
I well, kinda, remembered that it was Jernana's birthday yesterday and I had somehow managed to stumble away for some unknown reason--out of my life and consciousness (I swear that stupid unicorn song managed to hypnotise me into donut land for no reason)
Okay. I kinda wanted to make up for it but I don't really know how. T.T
JERNANA! HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥
Okay, that doesn't seem as fair to Eilun... So...
Jerry, share half of it with Eilun :D
Yay~
So I created tagline for both of you~
Eilun's one: EILUN--JUST WHAT THE DOCTOR ORDERED
Jernana's one: JERNANA--THE ONLY SOLUTION
:D
yay~~~ :D
Oh yeah, some of the words are randomly highlighted to celebrate the yellowism.
So here's the cheer:
All the red, blue and purple wanna be like me,
YELLOWISM~ :D
For more yellowism, click here: YELLOWISM FRENZY
Sankiew!
Here, have a Banana-flavoured waffle :D
I well, kinda, remembered that it was Jernana's birthday yesterday and I had somehow managed to stumble away for some unknown reason--out of my life and consciousness (I swear that stupid unicorn song managed to hypnotise me into donut land for no reason)
Okay. I kinda wanted to make up for it but I don't really know how. T.T
JERNANA! HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥
Okay, that doesn't seem as fair to Eilun... So...
Jerry, share half of it with Eilun :D
Yay~
So I created tagline for both of you~
Eilun's one: EILUN--JUST WHAT THE DOCTOR ORDERED
Jernana's one: JERNANA--THE ONLY SOLUTION
:D
yay~~~ :D
Oh yeah, some of the words are randomly highlighted to celebrate the yellowism.
So here's the cheer:
All the red, blue and purple wanna be like me,
YELLOWISM~ :D
For more yellowism, click here: YELLOWISM FRENZY
Sankiew!
Here, have a Banana-flavoured waffle :D
Monday 11 June 2012
Sunday 10 June 2012
Memes. ORLY.
I feel like I've been wafting in and out of my life.
I think some of the days have escaped to somewhere...
T.T
'designed' a costume, may get to putting it up on the blog...
I feel really horrible.
I ran out of Milo.
And I'm too lazy to get some more...
Quoting Faye-Anne,
"JUST CROSS THE DAMN ROAD!"
I feel kinda... weird. My dear daughter has grown up... :'D sniffles. That was so epic. :D
At last, when we came to the photo session, my frog went to photobomb almost every single picture... Good job frog :D Awesomeness overload~ (P.S. I didn't make it go around and photobomb every single picture. It... just did. )
Karaoke machines need more Miku songs.
Lalalala.
♫♫♫ PINK FLUFFEH UNICORNS DANCING ON RAINBOWS ♫♫♫
Some times, I wonder...
What if other seniors looked at my blog...
Y'know, it's kinda scary.
OUR CCA NEEDS A CANON PAIRING! And a non-canon one :D
I'm kinda deciding on which meme faces (like Derp and Derpina, y'know) our reading group seniors fit...
*pauses*
... Well, I bet you Jernana will be the 'LOL' face...
*pauses*
I don't really feel like confessing my crimes on the net. *evil eye glints maliciously*
*pauses*
Oh gosh, not the Harry Potter fanvirus again. =3=
*pauses*
But our CCA really needs a canon pairing.
and a non canon one!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
... No, Jernana, you don't really look like this ^... I think that one's Clarinet.
^ this one is Eilun.
Yes, ^this shall have to be Jernana, until I find a suitable one.
YanQi will be : (^^;;)
Wu Fan: (as expected, cat lover :D)
Megan:
Isabelle: (I didn't really know...)
Yay~
That's all. I think I'll watch that gruesome Chinese movie now...
Yay :D
Wednesday 6 June 2012
Poetry Slam/typography :D
Yesh, time to post something sensible.
Well, my sister found something interesting so I thought I'd like to post it here:
Scratch and Dent dreams by Eric Darby
I do not own the video, nor the poem :D --same old same old disclaimer :D
And I got interested in this scene from The Dark Knight, Batman.
Why So Serious?
Same old same old disclaimer, I no owns the video/the scene/the movie
Mehh, the sound isn't that great...
Yay :D
hope you enjoyed~
Well, my sister found something interesting so I thought I'd like to post it here:
Scratch and Dent dreams by Eric Darby
I do not own the video, nor the poem :D --same old same old disclaimer :D
And I got interested in this scene from The Dark Knight, Batman.
Why So Serious?
Same old same old disclaimer, I no owns the video/the scene/the movie
Mehh, the sound isn't that great...
Yay :D
hope you enjoyed~
Post-it ノート: OH WHY.
Listening to: Baby Maniacs by Hatsune Miku
...
I feel like I've gotten a hangover.
I dreamt that I had a wand.
A real wand.
Black wand.
And I was doing levitation spells with it.
Ahhh, that was so cool.
And then (still in the dream), I wondered if they would catch me because I'm not legal to do spells outside hogwarts.
But it was so fun.
I'm forgetting the dream now.
WHY.
神のお母さん
*hint Phoeeb Nut hint*
...
I feel like I've gotten a hangover.
I dreamt that I had a wand.
A real wand.
Black wand.
And I was doing levitation spells with it.
Ahhh, that was so cool.
And then (still in the dream), I wondered if they would catch me because I'm not legal to do spells outside hogwarts.
But it was so fun.
I'm forgetting the dream now.
WHY.
神のお母さん
*hint Phoeeb Nut hint*
Tuesday 5 June 2012
♫♫♫ ♥ 066s5c 5s f6r the s643 ♥ ♫♫♫
H5! 5 have dec5ded t6 ty*e 5n c6de beca4se 5 352e 5t and...
5t's rea33y rather f4n, what say y64+
b4t 06st 6f 5t 5s rea33y, rea33y easy t6 f5g4re 64t. ☺y64 d6n't say+
n6w, n6w, y64 0ay th5n2 why 6n earth 5 a0 d65ng th5s, b4t 5t's rea33y 14st f6r enterta5nt0ent *4r*6ses. *rec5se3y, 5 a0 rather... we5rd ☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻ 0ay we a33 35ve 5n har06ny! *eace t6 the w6r3d!
♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫
Yay, now I have been magically revived...
Yesh, there will be no more failed codings!
I shall speak in-- hopefully-- good English and present to you my upcoming play.
Why, I am indeed feeling rather egoistic right now. :D
That is never a good sign, but oh, what can I do?
/egomoment/
I have really no idea what my new play is going to be called, but it may be a little crude and offending.
/stares around furtively/
Hm, but let's have a look at how it's like till now.
Cutscenes:
♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫
5t's rea33y rather f4n, what say y64+
b4t 06st 6f 5t 5s rea33y, rea33y easy t6 f5g4re 64t. ☺y64 d6n't say+
n6w, n6w, y64 0ay th5n2 why 6n earth 5 a0 d65ng th5s, b4t 5t's rea33y 14st f6r enterta5nt0ent *4r*6ses. *rec5se3y, 5 a0 rather... we5rd ☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻ 0ay we a33 35ve 5n har06ny! *eace t6 the w6r3d!
♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫
Yay, now I have been magically revived...
Yesh, there will be no more failed codings!
I shall speak in-- hopefully-- good English and present to you my upcoming play.
Why, I am indeed feeling rather egoistic right now. :D
That is never a good sign, but oh, what can I do?
/egomoment/
I have really no idea what my new play is going to be called, but it may be a little crude and offending.
/stares around furtively/
Hm, but let's have a look at how it's like till now.
Cutscenes:
♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫
MICHAELA
What? Oh, hello, Mason.
MASON [swiftly grabs the cigarette from CATHY]
Oh, hello there. You know it isn't good for you, Cathy.
CATHY
Since when did you give a damn about me? Give me back the damned
cigarette you--
MASON
What will it be this time? "Moronic idiot"? That still sounds
hilarious.
CATHY [mumbling]
Filthy mongrel.
MINDY
Aunt Caaaaaathy!
CATHY
What now, Min-Min? And I'm not deaf.
MINDY [scowls]
No more calling me that! Where's Daddy?
CATHY [in a subdued voice]
Killing people.
[aloud]
Oh, he's working.
♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫
Okay, that's it.
I can't reveal any more of the failure-of-a-play them because it would spoil the whole plot and they aren't really... sensitive parts so it should be okay! :D
/realises what I said/
oh...
/shudders/
I hope that doesn't mean that the rest of the failure-of-a- play is... censored...
...
oh what have I done.
/ego crushed/
Friday 1 June 2012
Because sometimes, even when you think you are being listened to, you aren't.
There's no point in all of this.
Because sometimes you wish you could run, you wish you could hide.
You don't often find the courage to.
When you just want to run away from this narrow-minded society, it doesn't let you do so. It makes you writhe and tremble in your own pool of tears or sometimes, blood.
Because sometimes it isn't worth considering about.
Because it just isn't that good enough, that you have to be forced to listen to the longest lecture of your life.
___
I cup my ears, trying to cover my ears from the already-known facts. I try to kill off her lecturing voice, her droning.
"Listen to me," she says.
Have you ever listened to me?
"And I think that your sister's bike needs a--"
It's my bike.
"Do you hate me or something? Why don't you ever talk to me?"
Why don't you ever listen?
___
Because sometimes when they think they know it all,
they don't.
And sometimes when they think they've heard it all,
they haven't.
Because sometimes it takes much more to convince them.
But it's always easier to choose the easy way out:
Cover your ears and don't listen.
Lie.
I always take the easy way out.
___
I feel a bubbling rage inside of me. And I want to scream, but I end up looking indifferent. I'm pleased with how I look. Every time I succeed in making an innocent look, I feel relieved, I feel like I've won a battle over her. And then I think of ways, cruel, morbid and disgusting ways to keep those pretty scarlet lips shut.
But I smile, but it only further agitates her.
"I want an answer."
I smile.
"Are you unable to speak? I want an answer. I'm not scolding you."
If you aren't wipe that stupiduglyidiotic look off your flawless face.
I smile again.
And then I realise how fake and stupid and low I am. But it's always so tempting and so twisted, so twistedly sick.
So enticing.
___
I'll forget it all in the morning. I will.
There's no point in all of this.
Because sometimes you wish you could run, you wish you could hide.
You don't often find the courage to.
When you just want to run away from this narrow-minded society, it doesn't let you do so. It makes you writhe and tremble in your own pool of tears or sometimes, blood.
Because sometimes it isn't worth considering about.
Because it just isn't that good enough, that you have to be forced to listen to the longest lecture of your life.
___
I cup my ears, trying to cover my ears from the already-known facts. I try to kill off her lecturing voice, her droning.
"Listen to me," she says.
Have you ever listened to me?
"And I think that your sister's bike needs a--"
It's my bike.
"Do you hate me or something? Why don't you ever talk to me?"
Why don't you ever listen?
___
Because sometimes when they think they know it all,
they don't.
And sometimes when they think they've heard it all,
they haven't.
Because sometimes it takes much more to convince them.
But it's always easier to choose the easy way out:
Cover your ears and don't listen.
Lie.
I always take the easy way out.
___
I feel a bubbling rage inside of me. And I want to scream, but I end up looking indifferent. I'm pleased with how I look. Every time I succeed in making an innocent look, I feel relieved, I feel like I've won a battle over her. And then I think of ways, cruel, morbid and disgusting ways to keep those pretty scarlet lips shut.
But I smile, but it only further agitates her.
"I want an answer."
I smile.
"Are you unable to speak? I want an answer. I'm not scolding you."
If you aren't wipe that stupiduglyidiotic look off your flawless face.
I smile again.
And then I realise how fake and stupid and low I am. But it's always so tempting and so twisted, so twistedly sick.
So enticing.
___
I'll forget it all in the morning. I will.
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