Saturday 31 December 2011

VIDEOS ^^ YAY YAY YAY

THIS IS THE VIEW OF THE FIREWORKS FROM ME HOUSE... IT'S A LITTLE BLURRED AND IF YOU HEAR ANYONE SQUEALING, IT'S ME, KAY? HAHA. XD oh, me and my family were speaking... i sound weird... uh...

AND A NEW CHARACTER! A NEW CHARACTER! WHO HAS NO NAME... CURRENTLY. I'VE UPLOADED HER DESIGN... IT'S NOT REALLY THAT NICE, BUT STILL... I'M HAPPY!
P.S THIS OLLIE HERE IS CURRENTLY TOO HYPER TO BE MATURE OR REASONABLE.




... MAYBE I DUN WANNA CREATE HER ANYMORE. SHE LOOKS UGLY FROM HERE LEH... UH... SIGH. >.< MY HYPERNESS IS WEARING OFF. HOW SAD. XD

OLLIE

HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

DUN ASK ME WHY I WROTE IN CAPS. IT JUST MAKES ME HAPPY. AND NEAR HEART-ATTACK TO WATCH THE FIREWORKS. I LOVE FIREWORKS! SPARKLE SPARKLE.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! A NEW YEAR, NEW SCHOOL, NEW CLOTHES, NEW SHOES... BUT ALSO OLD FRENS! I'LL NEVER FORGET ANY OF YOU! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY TEACHERS TOO! AND TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD! 2012 IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! IT'S THE BEGINNING OF A NEW ERA... KEKEKE...

YAY! I CHANGED THE BACKGROUND! THE EGGS ARE SO CUTE! EVEN CUTER THAN EGG HERSELF... UH... SWEATDROPS AND SMILES SHEEPISHLY. HAHAHA... UH... HA?

UH... YAY? HAHA. LOL. XD

LISTENING TO: FIREWORKS. PPL SQUEALING. STEREO HEARTS.

YAY. I'M JUST SO HAPPY. YAY. YAY.

I WANNA SQUEAL NOW... *MUST CONTROL...*
KYAH! FLY, SPAM MAIL, FLY, FLY MY BEAUTIES!!!!

... KAY, I THINK I'M SUGAR-HIGH. I DRANK APPLE JUICE AND ATE BREAD... UH... HOW DOES THAT EQUAL TO SUGAR-HIGH? I DUNNO.  HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY, YAY!

NEW YEAR = HAPPY= YAY= FANGIRLING OLLIE. XD

Tuesday 27 December 2011

The signs are appearing. I am eating less, more slowly with a vague, blank expression. I often stare off into space and I don't smile as often, looking more and more confused. You keep asking me what's wrong, but I shake my head. The signs are happening.

Yes, I have just watched a new anime that I kinda like.

Weird, no? But yes. Every time I watch a new anime that I like, this happens. Sad. What anime is it now? ... Naruto. It's all your fault, Nut! Actually, mine (Since I watched it...)... you suggested that I watch episode 101 and it was English dubbed, making it more funny... KYAH! I knew I shouldn't have watched a new anime when I'm not even done with my fanfiction! Now I'm distracted; you know, when I try to think of how the person-who-is-an-emo-but-has-a-lot-of-fangirls looks like, I automatically think of the stupid character in Dragonball Z *shudder*. UGH!

Now I need to listen to Vocaloid songs to wash this new interest away...
But seriously, it was funny and I laughed out loud until my parents were staring at me.

Sunday 25 December 2011

A Fanfiction-- Merry Christmas

THIS. IS. FULL.OF. FLUFF. Kyah! The Christmas special! For Takako Mizune and Takashi Morinozuka! And their initials are the same! Plus, if you just limit the first name to four words, both are 'Taka'! :D

Disclaimer :I don't own Vocaloid nor OHSHC!
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I didn't want to be invited to the Christmas party organised by the host club. But I was, because I was a student of the school and I was in the singing band, VOCALOID. It irked me that we had to bring partners along. This was awkward. I had planned my secret escape as soon as the invitation card was in my hands, but Miku stilled me with one of her deadly glares and dangerously sweet smiles. That tiny glimmer of hope shattered. I had received many requests to be a partner for the dance, but they were too abrupt (I didn't even know this weirdo --since I couldn't tell if it was a he or she-- so how was I supposed to accept?). In the end, I had rejected every single one of them with a bow.

But deep inside, I knew I was saving this one dance (just one, I don't know whether I can stand the embarrassment of being so ungraceful and short--next to him, anyone would appear short!) for a particular classmate, who sat in front of me. He was usually quiet, mostly calm and like a statue. That was why I couldn't really claim it as a kind of crush. I didn't even know anything about him. How could you, since all his responses were one-words? Probably curiosity.

I was attracted to him for a long time, how calmness emitted from him would spread to me and let me regain my composure. Not to mention, he was quite dashing. Could this mere fascination be like those of the shallow girls who fell for the host club because of their looks? I wasn't sure to say so. I was fretting, mindlessly fretting. Sometimes, though I'm ashamed to admit it, my attention seems to be directed to him. My universe, just happened to be blurred into vague little shapes, unimportant when he was around. It was simply disorientating. I tried not to be so dependant on his very presence and instead focused on my own doodles. It didn't work.

Miku had forced the truth out of me, promising to keep it a secret. She was angry for a period of time.

'So do you like him?" she demanded.

"I... I don't know," I admitted, playing with my blouse.

"How can you not know!"

"I... well, it's hard to talk to him..."

"Taka! What happened to you, the sarcastic, confident girl?"

"Look! He's just so silent!"

"Then talk to him!"

"Yeah. It's so easy!"

"The Christmas party. Ask him!"

"That's... the boys' are supposed to ask the girls!"

"So old fashioned..."

"And besides, he's a host. So he'll be doing host duties, right? So he can't spend the night with me! End of story!" I said huffily.

The conversation ended then.

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"Hirai, hirai..." I sang, allowing the song to come to an end.

Applause ruled the room for a few seconds, as I bowed. My eyes, sort of attuned, were searching for Mori. It was time for the ball to start. I had to leave the stage. Trudging, a little reluctantly, I entered the dressing room where Miku was. She had changed into her dress, a long pink one. It had puffy sleeves and a white silk sash. She let her hair down and applied makeup. She was pretty, luminious. I sighed at wonder. Would I ever be like that?

Then, without warning, I was forced into a dressing room where my dress was ready. The door shut and I pounded on it, demanding for an explaination. She ignored me flatly. I had no choice but to change into the dress. It didn't really fit me. It was sleeveless, white. The material was silk and it felt rather comfortable. At the bottom of the dress, blue frills trailed along on the ground. I sighed. It was a halter-neck, though.

"I've changed!" I announced sulkily (although I was a little happy).

Miku peeped in from the cracks of the door before unlocking it. Dragging me to the dressing table, she forced me to sit down on the chair and yanked the hairband off my head. It was not pleasant, I assure you. How could someone so small have so much strength? And so, the powdering began. I sneezed at intervals when she shoved bottles of obscenely-strong-smelling perfume under my nose.

Finally, the torture was done as she nodded in satisfaction. My heels, dangerously high were quite a threat to me. I gulped and imagined myself sprawling on the ground. Not good.

"Look at yourself, Taka!" she crooned.

I did as she told and stared straight at the mirror. Inside it was a beauty, her golden locks let down and framing her face. Her midnight blue eyes were highlighted by the soft silver eye-shadow. She was positively blushing, probably in shock. I smiled and she did so too, revealing her dimples. Alluring.

"Taka, that's you," Miku sighed at how shocked I was. "No one, I repeat, no one, will look ugly after my treatment! Besides, you were quite pretty to begin with, just that you... well... you think you're ugly when you're nervous..."

"Thanks," I hurled back, my voice dripping with sarcasm.

"Yes! That's the Taka I know!" she clapped enthusiastically and pushed me out of the chair, down the stairs and into the grand hall.

"B-but," I realised, "Miku, I don't have a partner!" I choked out.

"I've got it all planned for you!" she giggled.

"N-no! I don't want to be dancing with some freak or some weirdo that's..." my voice trailed off as Mori appeared in front of me.

"That's your 'some freak or some weirdo' for you! Hunny!" she exclaimed, laughing at my... predicament.

"Miku Hatsune, I will make sure to kill every single one of your leeks with my pizza cutter when I get home," I muttered.

And as usual, Mori was looking bored (like he always does. He seems to have a problem displaying his emotions.) . On my side, I was trying to fix myself into the same facade that I always had, to be confident and enchanting. I wasn't sure if the 'enchanting' part would work on this statue, but perhaps...? My heart had regained its normal beating rate. I plastered a kind smile on my face, bowing slightly.

The ball had begun. He held out his hand patiently and I accepted it, trying to focus on his steely grey orbs. It was the first sign to show how I wasn't afraid. I tried not to be an idiot and trip. But it worked out fine. I was positively glowing, gracious and graceful. The spell was working. And then, music radiated through the hall, flowing into my ears. We swirled around the couples, dancing. Step, turn, step, cross, step, point, turn. The steps were repeated over and over again. I was treading on water, instead of drowning in it. I had managed to keep my simple smile instead of replacing it with a sheepish one.

His hands were large and warm, movements somewhat gentle. Calmness from him replaced the anxiety within me. And then, the muic stopped. I tensed, the charm broken. I was back to being uncomfortable and nervous. Untangling my hand from his hastily, I knew it was rude to do so but I couldn't care less. If he was stung by rejection, he certainly did not show it. He caught on and released me. I almost stumbled over my feet and squeezed through the crowd of Mori fangirls.

 It wasn't long before I could find a balcony to hide in. I slid in the shadows and stayed there, eyes searching for Miku. She wasn't hard to spot. Her teal hair was swinging around dangerously while Hunny and her spun around, being hazards. I laughed silently at how childish she was. Luckily there were no paparazzis around.

I fumbled with my dress. The wind blew at my hair, rustling it. Yet the coldness of it also pricked at my ungloved skin, making me miss how warm Mori's was. I shook my head, trying not to think too much of him and hit my forehead twice. I placed my trembling fingers around my neck, hiding them in my hair. Well, at least I had claimed the first dance with him.

As I stared at the crowd, my eyes were still searching for him, wondering. He was with a particularly pretty girl with long brown hair. Her face was serious and she seemed to be conversing with him. I thought she was pretty familiar and began thinking. Could it be... Haruhi? But the mysterious girl had disappeared and Mori was engulfed by the fangirls again. I tried looking for Len and Rin, and there they were, dancing around without a care. I grinned cheekily at how the girls were all swooning over Len. They should have heard 'Spice!'.

Minutes had passed. I was still cold. The moon was round and glowing, in the sea of black. It was beautiful, how the stars sparkled and faded too. The grand hall of Ouran Academy was pretty much sparkling, too. The orchestra was playing on the stage. I recognised it as 'Sleep Away'. It was one of my favourites. I sneezed again, shuddering. Perhaps I should go home now.

"You alright?" a warm, emotionless voice spoke slowly.

"Uh?" I squeaked, whirling around to stare at the person.

Mori.

I sneezed again in reply. My fingers were icy cold again. The breeze blew, and I shivered. He took a hesitant step forward, taking my hands. His were so warm, hot even! I breathed lightly, staring down at my hands.

"Dance?" he asked.

"Umm... okay?" I wasn't thinking at all. "What's the time?"

"Nearing midnight."

Okay, so that meant that it was only minutes to Christmas. I nodded as he lead me out into the middle of the room. And so it begun again, only that I was more secure and confident.

"Who was that girl, you know, with the long brown hair and... a pink short dress? Was she Haruhi?" I asked mildly. Step, twist, turn.

"Hmm."

I took it as a confirmation. We twirled around and around, conversing, well, I was speaking. He was stony. As he remained quiet, I tried looking around for Miku. Had she gone home? Mori's hand held me tighter as I looked away. I swivelled back to glance at him. Was that squeeze to tell me to pay attention? I frowned. I was getting too dreamy.

"Alright?" he asked in the deep throaty voice again.

"Hmm... yeah," I wasn't really paying attention, listening to the music.

As the music came to an end, I sighed. The bell rang again. Christmas! I prayed for snow. But it would be quite ridiculous to let it snow now. He kissed my hand, something I should be squealing about, but I was just too confused. I had saw Miku being carried away... Was that my eyes playing a trick on me? I continued staring around, searching for the teal hair. It was there! It was disappearing out of the hall!

"Yeah... umm..." I jogged past Mori and out of the hall.

Miku wasn't anywhere, as I searched the corridors. I landed at the foyer, waiting. I decided to reach her on her phone, thus dialling the numbers in. The same irritating sound.

"Miku!" I cried.

"Huh?" she sounded sleepy.

"Where are you now!" I was bursting with anxiety.

"What's wrong?" she was alert, now. "I'm at home. I packed up for you too, you see. Hunny offered to send me home... And besides, you were having fun with Mori so I thought..."

Her words brought back another point. Mori.

"Oh great!" I moaned. "I totally ignored him after the dance! Ugh!"

I hung up on her and slouched on a bench. How could I do something so rude to a person I had a crush on? I probably never stood a chance! He should hate me back too. I started wallowing in self-pity, also chiding myself at the same time. I pressed the tips of my fingers to my forehead, trying to think clearly. I should return home, probably also get a good bath and drown myself. How pessimistic I was.

As I stood up and tried calling Miku again, apologising and pleading for her to send a car here. She refused, and sounded strangely smug. Perfect. Now I would have to drag myself back there with heels. It was cold, too. I tried reaching Len, but there was no reply. Time for the marathon! I trudged out of the school, past the gates, cursing my luck.

"Wait," a warm hand gripped my shoulder.

I stood, stunned and afraid. It reminded me of something taboo, not supposed to be thought about. I had it securely locked up in a locker, but the slightest reminder... it could bring on a wave of unpleasant memories. I only had my heels. They looked sharp enough. I panicked, subtly looking around for a passer-by. None. Unwillingly, I turned to see the person.

"Mori?" I called out, breathing a sigh of relief.

"..."

"Umm... Is there anything?" I raised an eyebrow.

"... I..."

"Oh. Umm, I need to go home now, you see. Bye!" I blurted. The words were out of my mouth before I could even stop myself. Ugh.

Having said that, I decided to stay true to my words and trotted away, mentally beating myself up for not asking if he could send me home. I was an idiot. One that couldn't walk very well in heels. Luckily, I didn't trip. I wondered what that was all about. Gazing up at the sky, it didn't seem like it could snow tonight.
And then, he held my hand. I turned around to face him.

"I wanted to spend Christmas with someone I liked," he explained, still looking as stony as he did.

It didn't match. I, the clearly obsessed school girl was supposed to be saying something that mushy to a samurai, not the reverse! What happened? Did he hit his head? Was this a dare? My mouth was left agape.

"Uh.." I said in confusion.

"It's not a dare, nor did I hit my head," he had an amused glint in his eyes. He could read minds! Creepy.

"Umm... So?" I shrugged.

And he reached down, to kiss my forehead. Everything accelerated, my heartbeat, the adrenaline pulsing through my blood. I was taken by surprise, standing there like a statue. Eyes widened and stared up as I tried remembering what the forehead kiss meant.

"To tell the receiver that he or she cares subtly," I murmured.

And without thinking, I lunged at him, tackling him in a hug. I was on top of him now, possibly suffocating him to death, but did I care? I was laughing, my voice shaky. And the most wonderous sound in the whole world; Mori laughing in his low, husky voice. Something cold fell on my head and I glanced up. Snow!

"Merry Christmas," he smiled.
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OMG. It's so fluffy! But sweet. Ah, I missed Christmas, but better late than never, right? :D haha. Merry late Christmas!

Ollie :D

Saturday 24 December 2011

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas, peeps~ :D
I'll write a christmas fic on Mori and Takako :D

Wednesday 21 December 2011

Stop, Stand, Smile.

What happens when you meet up with an over-enthusiastic adult who tries to make some conversation. The correct impression is to Stop, Stand and Smile. But how?

1. Stop
Pause whatever you are doing (drooling over your favourite idol's pictures; playing on the latest gameboy; blah, blah.). Do not, I repeat, do not glare at the person and indicate how much you would like to kill him/her for his/her interruption to your current activity. Drop whatever you are holding onto (preferably pass it to someone else) and stare, with attention and curiosity.

2. Stand
To stand properly. Do not cross your arms to show how frustrated at how e.g. he/she interrupted your imaginary happy land with so-and-so. Instead, hold your hands together and place them in front of you and stand up straight.

3. Smile
Do not smile sheepishly. Flash your best smile, showing your teeth (unless you have none or are a vampire). Don't make it into a threatening smile. Make it nice.

In that case, your parents will never correct your greeting habits and when those adults blab, just try to repeat mostly of what they say in the right situation, of course, or just try to nod and look enthusiastic.
For example,

Enthusiastic person (EP): It's such a nice day, right?
You : Nice day. *smile*
EP: How do you feel about the school, it's really nice! My daughter blahblahblah
You: *Nod* Nice school. *smile*
EP: So you're taking up Japanese.
You: Japanese *nod* *smile*
EP: Haha, arigato!
You: Arigato. *look enthusiastic and smile, nodding.*

And that's how you get through the conversation. Try not to repeat too much, though. It'll stir up some confusion. That's exactly what the EP said to me, while I reacted differently.

EP: It's such a nice day, right?
Me: ... uh.
EP: How do you feel about the school? My daughter blahblahblah
Me: Umm.... It's nice? *nods*
EP: So you're taking up Japanese.
Me: *raises eyebrows* ... umm... (Inner mind : ... stalker XD)
EP: Haha, arigato!
Me: *stares blankly*... (I should have reacted with a more brilliant statement to shock him off, but that would be plain rude... Besides, I don't think I even had time to think of one. Probably ask him if he speaks English. :D)

And so, my parents were telling me not to look so dead (I should really dress up as a zombie for halloween.) when people talked to me, smile more. So here's your ultimate guide to pretend not to be bored when you really are. Master of disguise! :D
I should really master the 3 'S's. Bleh.

Friday 16 December 2011

Dedicated to Phoebe -- Hope

They judge you with beady, narrowed eyes.

Yet as you fidget, they smile for a wrong move,

Click, reload, spill it all out on the pure piece of paper with black ink,

that engulfs the whole piece in sin.

They chuckle in delight and nod their head absentmindedly.

Continue, they croon with their abused lips that are drawn in an ugly snarl.

You smile lightly,

But the tension in the air is simply electrifying and it never relaxes,

The way their pen twirls in the hand pushes you away, further.

You know you can't trust them,

The whole crowd is chanting your name, lovely, they tap their foot.

You're nothing but a puppet, your strings pulled taut.

They wait for a performance to condemn you.

Enter, click, reload. The action repeats as their eyebrows rise in humour. They're waiting for a faux pas.

" Mr. Know-It-All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow"
You haven't got anything against them,

Since you've taken the stage,

Why not show them?

Don't fear their quills when they should,

Because all those lies made up

Will vanish when you shine and stand up.

So brave their sneers and hope

Shine and blind their prejudice.

Make them widen their eyes in awe

At how you'll soar and change their perspectives,

So I'll stand with you.

Let's hope.

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This is dedicated to Phoebe, my dear granddaughter.

Inspired by :

The post Phobe wrote on 'Bullying' on our joint blog-- somehow her angst made me more cheery *shudder*

Also, Kelly Clarkson's Mr. Know-It-All.

Phoebe, don't lose hope. Life may be cruel, but as long as we have hope (and each other), the world can change. I haven't been writing poems lately, so I hope this one's okay! :D

I love you! :D Let's spread the love around! This world needs more love! :D

Cheerio!

Ollie :D

Sunday 11 December 2011

Enchanted -- Dedicated to Char :D

I didn't notice you, because until then I was just stuck in my own world of false beauties. I adored the latest fashion icons; the greek mythology that spelt out pretty images of young ladies; the hunks (I mean, who could ignore those fabulous six-packs of Taylor Lautner?) and their damsels in distress. In the fairytale world that I lived in, it was forever spring, petals swirling around in the air, frozen in time. The green fields of grass would remain crisp and the sun forever shining in its glory; the golden rays decorating the world with a orangey kind of vintage style. Butterflies flitted around the flowers, their fragile and delicate wings painted with a radiant pattern.

You weren't exactly the perfect guy that I saw; your front tooth knocked out by the school bully, your acne that scarred your face and your anti-social behaviour. I never did take any notice of the young boy that sat next to the window, next to me. Although I had wished for it, I was not the beautiful and popular girl that every boy in the class worshipped. I was the second-in-waiting, though not the prettiest, I still seemed pretty enough. I did not have the typical grecian nose, or those rosebud lips. My beauty just came from a quaint source and amplified through my self-confidence.

And then, at the annual school prom, I learnt enchantment. Enchantment was a flavour that I had never tasted before, like the crisp pages of a book, fresh and new, waiting for me to explore the adventures within. Enchantment lead me out of my vague and plastic universe into a real one, wherein my senses were overwhelmed by the sights, tastes, sounds and wonders whirled into a tiny ball.

I sat stiffly at the corner, not too used to the bright and colourful lights that flickered and glared at every occupant of the ballroom. I reached about the table for my orange juice and took a sip. Loud pop music blasted in the room, as the DJ addled with the buttons of the set to make it more 'funky'. I sighed as my partner had long gone after his friends --without even asking me-- to dance. Squeals hung in the air as teenagers jumped about and waved their arms. I should be joining in the dance party, but some part of me felt inferior. I had no reason to be, and yet I felt inferior because I couldn't dance.

I was a potential hazard on the dance floor.

"Hey,"  he called out, the nerd.

He was wearing old tees and jeans, his big black spectacles dropping down his nose. He grinned cheesily and I blanched.

"Yes,"  I replied, clearly uninterested.

I fingered my long, straight hair and made an effort to ignore him. My tube dress was white with a simple black belt. Peach frills decorated the end of the dress and I wore flats. Nothing too sophisticated.

"Why aren't you dancing?" he yelled over the noise.

I shrugged, very obviously hinting to him that I did not want to talk to him.

"Let's dance!" he screamed, then dragged me forcefully to the most dreaded place on earth.

The dance floor.

I stormed off, too angry. Who was he to boss me around? But then he grabbed me and turned me around.

"Why are you so eager to get out of here? Look at me. I'm just some unpopular nerd. I have heard them say all those bad things about me, I am often the target of those bullies. But I still dance. I still enjoy every single chance there is for me to do anything. I have cancer. I won't survive. What about you? You're so healthy, pretty and yet you don't cherish these chances!" he seethed angrily.

"I can't dance! I'll fall if I dance! I have horrible balance!" I shrieked back at him, all my rage suddenly gone.

"Look. Everyone can dance. Listen to the music, feel it pulsing through you, feel the beating of your heart in rhythm to the base! Try it," he spoke and shut his eyes.

Then I saw the courage he had, to survive each day and be thankful for it, no matter how undeserved it was, being bullied, talked bad about. And then, for once, all those muses of gods and godess didn't matter. He shone through all of their luminous beauty. He was beautiful.
And so I danced along with him, sure it did work. And then, it was just my new, reformed world, an utopia. But this time, I shared it with him. So as silly as we looked, we jumped about and made exaggerate movements. And as we did, we blended in with the crowd.

I was enchanted by you, the spirit you had.

But as all humans eventually did, you passed away.

I could only hope for you to feel the music in the other world too and remember our dance.
I hope you dance.

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YAY! It's finally done! Thanks to Enchanted by Taylor Swift. How funny the same music makes me get over both my artist block and writer's block. :D And so, of course I have to owe it to I Hope You Dance by Leeann Womack! And of course... Primavera, a book about the Pazzi and the Medici... Italian people... I think it was related to the French Revolution...

Haha, that line about Taylor Lautner's six packs was purely on instinct. Thanks to you, Brig!

I suppose this is dedicated to Char, I fulfilled my promise! :D Sorry Char, I don't think I made the plotline strong enough...

All for now~~~

Ollie :D

Saturday 10 December 2011

I NEED TIME>.< !

I just got over my artist's block~

It feels perfectly normal and well, not very important.

But I'm happy enough that I'll just announce it :D

It's all thanks to Enchanted by Taylor Swift. Listening to it repeatedly on my playlist just made me draw out something that wasn't crap.

Yay :D

... But now... How to deal with my writer's block...
Actually, I have an inspiration, but I just don't have time. Not joking, for someone who's been loafing about and rotting at home faced with piles of sec school assessment books. The broadband just got installed today. And there's only one computer which is my dad's and he comes home at night with it... but... my sister needs it. And I'm convinced she needs it more than me; y'know, she's in the prefectorial board so there's lotsa stuff that needs her to dabble in... right?

.... I probably won't be updating as soon... Until my new lenovo comp comes... but then again, it's not really mine since I need to share... sigh. >.< 

And I just got a new idea! I just need time...

Oh well.

Ollie :D