More shameless publicity! :D

Okay, so... umm, I'm trying out something new here. *shamelessly publicizes a book give away~*

So, um, well, look to the right of the blog and you can see a list of blogs. See them? Now, squint a little and you'll notice that there's a blog names "Bookcase to Heaven".

So, here's the deal! Sel (owner of "Bookcase to Heaven") is holding a kinda book giveaway thingy.

Her blog URL : Bookcase to Heaven
And her blog post regarding the giveaway: Bookcase to Heaven: book giveaway '12

So please do visit her and hopefully you'll win a book...?

Here, have some of Grandma Waffle's waffles :D

Yay~ publicity over!

...
um, no yay? :D

I'm horrible with this.

Dedicated to Jernana

Oh god.

I well, kinda, remembered that it was Jernana's birthday yesterday and I had somehow managed to stumble away for some unknown reason--out of my life and consciousness (I swear that stupid unicorn song managed to hypnotise me into donut land for no reason)

Okay. I kinda wanted to make up for it but I don't really know how. T.T

JERNANA! HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥

Okay, that doesn't seem as fair to Eilun... So...
Jerry, share half of it with Eilun :D

Yay~

So I created tagline for both of you~

Eilun's one: EILUN--JUST WHAT THE DOCTOR ORDERED 
Jernana's one: JERNANA--THE ONLY SOLUTION

:D
yay~~~ :D
Oh yeah, some of the words are randomly highlighted to celebrate the yellowism.

So here's the cheer:

All the red, blue and purple wanna be like me,
YELLOWISM~ :D

For more yellowism, click here: YELLOWISM FRENZY

Sankiew!

Here, have a Banana-flavoured waffle :D

I have an unknown urge to read the dictionary.

...

That's weird.

:D

Memes. ORLY.

I feel like I've been wafting in and out of my life.

I think some of the days have escaped to somewhere...

T.T

'designed' a costume, may get to putting it up on the blog...

I feel really horrible.

I ran out of Milo.
And I'm too lazy to get some more...

Quoting Faye-Anne,

"JUST CROSS THE DAMN ROAD!"

I feel kinda... weird. My dear daughter has grown up... :'D sniffles. That was so epic. :D
At last, when we came to the photo session, my frog went to photobomb almost every single picture... Good job frog :D Awesomeness overload~ (P.S. I didn't make it go around and photobomb every single picture. It... just did. )

Karaoke machines need more Miku songs.
Lalalala.

♫♫♫ PINK FLUFFEH UNICORNS DANCING ON RAINBOWS ♫♫♫


Some times, I wonder...
What if other seniors looked at my blog...
Y'know, it's kinda scary.
OUR CCA NEEDS A CANON PAIRING! And a non-canon one :D
I'm kinda deciding on which meme faces (like Derp and Derpina, y'know) our reading group seniors fit...

*pauses*

... Well, I bet you Jernana will be the 'LOL' face...

*pauses*

I don't really feel like confessing my crimes on the net. *evil eye glints maliciously*

*pauses*

Oh gosh, not the Harry Potter fanvirus again. =3=

*pauses*

But our CCA really needs a canon pairing.

and a non canon one!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

... No, Jernana, you don't really look like this ^... I think that one's Clarinet.

^ this one is Eilun.

Yes, ^this shall have to be Jernana, until  I find a suitable one. 

YanQi will be : (^^;;)

Wu Fan: (as expected, cat lover :D)

Megan:

Isabelle: (I didn't really know...)

And I am...

Yay~

That's all. I think I'll watch that gruesome Chinese movie now...

Yay :D

Poetry Slam/typography :D

Yesh, time to post something sensible.

Well, my sister found something interesting so I thought I'd like to post it here:

Scratch and Dent dreams by Eric Darby

I do not own the video, nor the poem :D --same old same old disclaimer :D

And I got interested in this scene from The Dark Knight, Batman.

Why So Serious?

Same old same old disclaimer, I no owns the video/the scene/the movie

Mehh, the sound isn't that great...

Yay :D
hope you enjoyed~

Post-it ノート: OH WHY.

Listening to: Baby Maniacs by Hatsune Miku

...
I feel like I've gotten a hangover.

I dreamt that I had a wand.
A real wand.
Black wand.
And I was doing levitation spells with it.

Ahhh, that was so cool.

And then (still in the dream), I wondered if they would catch me because I'm not legal to do spells outside hogwarts.

But it was so fun.

I'm forgetting the dream now.

WHY.

神のお母さん
*hint Phoeeb Nut hint*

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Yay, now I have been magically revived...

Yesh, there will be no more failed codings!

I shall speak in-- hopefully-- good English and present to you my upcoming play.

Why, I am indeed feeling rather egoistic right now. :D
That is never a good sign, but oh, what can I do?
/egomoment/

I have really no idea what my new play is going to be called, but it may be a little crude and offending.
/stares around furtively/

Hm, but let's have a look at how it's like till now.

Cutscenes:

♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫

MICHAELA

What? Oh, hello, Mason.

MASON [swiftly grabs the cigarette from CATHY]

Oh, hello there. You know it isn't good for you, Cathy.

CATHY

Since when did you give a damn about me? Give me back the damned cigarette you--

MASON

What will it be this time? "Moronic idiot"? That still sounds hilarious.

CATHY [mumbling]

Filthy mongrel.

 ♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫

MINDY

Aunt Caaaaaathy!

CATHY

What now, Min-Min? And I'm not deaf.

MINDY [scowls]

No more calling me that! Where's Daddy?

CATHY [in a subdued voice]

Killing people.

[aloud]

Oh, he's working.

♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫

Okay, that's it.

I can't reveal any more of the failure-of-a-play  them because it would spoil the whole plot and they aren't really... sensitive parts so it should be okay! :D

/realises what I said/

oh...

/shudders/

I hope that doesn't mean that the rest of the failure-of-a- play is... censored...

...

oh what have I done.

/ego crushed/

Because sometimes, even when you think you are being listened to, you aren't.


There's no point in all of this.


Because sometimes you wish you could run, you wish you could hide.
You don't often find the courage to.


When you just want to run away from this narrow-minded society, it doesn't let you do so. It makes you writhe and tremble in your own pool of tears or sometimes, blood.


Because sometimes it isn't worth considering about.


Because it just isn't that good enough, that you have to be forced to listen to the longest lecture of your life. 


___


I cup my ears, trying to cover my ears from the already-known facts. I try to kill off her lecturing voice, her droning. 


"Listen to me," she says.


Have you ever listened to me?


"And I think that your sister's bike needs a--"


It's my bike.


"Do you hate me or something? Why don't you ever talk to me?"


Why don't you ever listen?


___


Because sometimes when they think they know it all, 
they don't.
And sometimes when they think they've heard it all,
they haven't.


Because sometimes it takes much more to convince them.
But it's always easier to choose the easy way out:


Cover your ears and don't listen.
Lie.


I always take the easy way out.


___


 I feel a bubbling rage inside of me. And I want to scream, but I end up looking indifferent. I'm pleased with how I look. Every time I succeed in making an innocent look, I feel relieved, I feel like I've won a battle over her. And then I think of ways, cruel, morbid and disgusting ways to keep those pretty scarlet lips shut. 


But I smile, but it only further agitates her.


"I want an answer."


I smile.


"Are you unable to speak? I want an answer. I'm not scolding you."


If you aren't wipe that stupiduglyidiotic look off your flawless face.
I smile again.


And then I realise how fake and stupid and low I am. But it's always so tempting and so twisted, so twistedly sick. 


So enticing. 


___

I'll forget it all in the morning. I will.