Musings-- This is Not a Post

whattheshittycrapisthisworldleadingto?

Oh gawd. so now we're reduced to a mere

puppetry of prejudice and porcelain masks.

how the heck does that work anyway. 

Upon a rotting string we hang our skinny, anorexic souls and moral values

for the world to feast their eyes on.

what the shit is this crap.

what the hell is happening to this world.

why are we even trying so hard to do such illogical, painful things to ourselves?

gawd, what crap is going on?

bullshit, I say.

nothing more than pure bullshit

I see that there's nothing more to expect of the world.


Since they're all looking for typical faces,


molded into a gallery of faceless members


Who pass by the realism of life only to realise


they've been such fools and idiots


at the merciless hands of the society.


You know what?

I kinda feel pity for the world.

This is the 115th post.

And I watched the trailer of "This is Not A Film".

Yes, you've heard it right.

This is not a film.

As such, this is Not a Post.

...
bwahahaha.

I will be writing a play on this.

Paper tigers, the lot of them. 

Musings-- we'll keep it there

Supposedly the world is crashing upon you,
and there's no one there left to help you.

One hand strikes out, but there's no point in anything at all.
Do you get tired of getting tired of life?

When there's so much to see, but you're content with your mind's eye flipping through the scrapbook of your worn-out, torn and tattered memories.

This blog is a dangerous place:
Spinning in progress-- the disastrous web of a scarlet, luscious liquid that trickles down hesitantly upon the sides of your throat, clutching at the hesitation stuck in your vocal box.

All I see are screen shots. Profile images, silhouette of people-- past people who waltzed in and out of my life. And some more happy faces, the ones I can never ever understand, the delicate smile that pierces through each layer of mask with despair. But oh, such beauty as well.

Names piece together letter by letter, stringing helplessly along a fragmented rainbow, splintered into a million mirrors.

Kamikorosu , I'll bite you to death. 

Musings --absence of oxygen

And the absence of oxygen is nothing more than a muted silence, falling into an abyss of darkness where flickering fireflies dance about.

The mere breath that shoots across the onyx backdrop of wishes, landing as sparks that struggle to return to the adventure of thrill and wonder.

Sinking is but a desire to fallfallfall and never resurface to face the merry-go-round of life.

My view on the Youtube video of Kids React to Hatsune Miku

I am irritated. It feels so horrible and I feel like it's eating me up. Yes, you are humans, so you have your own rights, freedom of speech. I kept telling myself that, "They are just a bunch of ignorant kids... They know nothing at all, nothing." But it made me feel worse. Look, the oldest was around, I don't know, fifteen or sixteen?
I quote,
 "These are fake! I don't think those people watching should... they should get their money back."

The people paid for the tickets knowing that she was an android. Fake? In what sense? In the sense that she isn't human? Do you know that those outbursts of yours will cause the creators to be upset or angered? How insensitive are you? Besides, those people have their own choice. Why are you telling them what they should do when they have already made their own choice?

"People want to see that? But she's not even real!"
"Oh my gosh, it's an anime character! Oh my gosh! I'm going to faint!"

You are over exaggerating. Look, what you are doing now is mocking the people's intelligence. Are you trying to say that all of them are cheering because of the fact that she's "an anime character"? That is insulting. This can also be counted as forcing your train of thoughts on others. So if you would very much hate (Please understand the importance and impact of this word) watching androids sing and perform, are you meaning to say that other people shouldn't be watching them perform too?

"Machines shouldn't be popstars! Just no! No!"

That is very much exaggerating. Who are you to condemn them? Does the world revolve around you? I think not. There may be people who actually appreciate their music, unlike you. You are so quick to actually object to the idea that it makes me wonder if you actually think it through.

"You can't be a fan of it! It doesn't exist!"
"She's not real! How could I be a fan of her if she's not real?"

These statements seem so hypocritical to me. It's the same as being a fan of a book character, like Harry Potter. Some may argue that the author, J.K. Rowling is real, but in the end, they end up being a fan of the character instead of the creators. And how can you be so fast to demand that no one can be a fan of this production when people have their own thoughts and own rights?

"She's not a real person, this isn't real music, I don't want to listen to it."

Is there a difference in music? Music is something that touches deep inside of your heart, to evoke some kind of emotion. Real music and fake? Is there even a difference? You are just being bias and judgemental because the singer isn't a real person. But still, the person who wrote the song is real. So if that piece of music was given to a real life human to sing, would you immediately refuse it? I think not.

When the question, "If you found out that your favourite singer, or band, was all computer-generated, would that change how you feel about them?"
"I'd probably cry."
"That would be horrible."

See, those people who were interviewed were actually objecting to the idea of having computer-generated singers. Does it matter? If they didn't know that the person they were listening to was an android, they would not be so quick to be prejudiced. Does this mean that they do not have an open mind?

Fake? Sure, it is a computer-edited programme, but if you are mature enough, and you should be as you are like, fifteen, don't you know well enough that you are being filmed and that video is going to be watched by millions of people around the world? I may be bias, but I find it completely unfair. Who are they to judge the Vocaloid and condemn it just because they aren't real?

This video was infuriating, but then again, I feel as though I am arguing on the base that I am actually a fan of their music. Thus this may be rather offensive to me. Some people may share the same view as them, so I have no right to control what they think. I just want to remind the people reading that whatever you say, as long as it will be released to the entire world (or not), please take on a more mature stand-point and not restrict yourselves to just one frame of thought.

I may have been contradictory in my own review, but then again, freedom of choice. Sigh. Ollie, don't get so worked up over these small, unimportant matters. Sigh.

For now, I need to eat a tuna sandwich :D