Musings-- we'll keep it there

Supposedly the world is crashing upon you,
and there's no one there left to help you.

One hand strikes out, but there's no point in anything at all.
Do you get tired of getting tired of life?

When there's so much to see, but you're content with your mind's eye flipping through the scrapbook of your worn-out, torn and tattered memories.

This blog is a dangerous place:
Spinning in progress-- the disastrous web of a scarlet, luscious liquid that trickles down hesitantly upon the sides of your throat, clutching at the hesitation stuck in your vocal box.

All I see are screen shots. Profile images, silhouette of people-- past people who waltzed in and out of my life. And some more happy faces, the ones I can never ever understand, the delicate smile that pierces through each layer of mask with despair. But oh, such beauty as well.

Names piece together letter by letter, stringing helplessly along a fragmented rainbow, splintered into a million mirrors.

Kamikorosu , I'll bite you to death. 

I NEED TIME>.< !

I just got over my artist's block~

It feels perfectly normal and well, not very important.

But I'm happy enough that I'll just announce it :D

It's all thanks to Enchanted by Taylor Swift. Listening to it repeatedly on my playlist just made me draw out something that wasn't crap.

Yay :D

... But now... How to deal with my writer's block...
Actually, I have an inspiration, but I just don't have time. Not joking, for someone who's been loafing about and rotting at home faced with piles of sec school assessment books. The broadband just got installed today. And there's only one computer which is my dad's and he comes home at night with it... but... my sister needs it. And I'm convinced she needs it more than me; y'know, she's in the prefectorial board so there's lotsa stuff that needs her to dabble in... right?

.... I probably won't be updating as soon... Until my new lenovo comp comes... but then again, it's not really mine since I need to share... sigh. >.< 

And I just got a new idea! I just need time...

Oh well.

Ollie :D