Happy 2013!

It's a new year, isn't it?

One more year.

I don't know, I just don't feel like it's 2013. Maybe it's on the calendars, on my phone, the dashboard of my dad's car...
It's kinda uncomfortable, you know.

Time's flying past. Everything's changing.
I've definitely changed.

One year- one year of a different environment, different friends and pretty much everything's changed. I'm not sure if this new development's good or bad, you know. It's nothing like turning completely evil. I'm still pretty much kind-hearted (I guess) and I believe everyone's nice, no matter how much I might dislike the person at first sight.

I attended the 6E party - two years ago (technically, although it feels like 2012 to me, right now) late December, and now. I don't know. It seems meaningless, anyway. I mean, what do we do there- what do I do there? I'm just going to sit around and look awkward. It makes me lonely. It makes me feel vulnerable, in a sense. Being in a crowd of courteous, happy faces, yet never quite fitting in.

People are irritating, though. I guess.

Change is inevitable. Change comes.

Tomorrow's the first day of school, and I'll be helping out with the secondary one orientation. It's confusing and I doubt I'll get by the day without getting scolded. Anyway, I'll just do my best and try to enjoy- life's passing by so fast.

I look at Brig's profile picture on facebook, and I don't think I know her- it's like deja vu, all over again, except I know that I do know that girl. But the girl beside her... I took quite a bit to recognise her, even though I was still skeptical. Phaedra. I'm not sure what I expected, actually. Maybe when I was still twelve, just after graduation, I expected to remember them. I don't know, really. All these words, clumsy phrasing- I'm just tired. I'm so tired, I don't know why. I'll have to get hyper tomorrow, though! I'll be hypering around all those shy secondary ones, so!

...
Let's hope 2013 will be a nice year.

Mary, Mary, quite contrary.
I'm in a pool of self-hate, but I'm still happy and I'm excited yet exhausted.
And then there's BSE, so I'll be free to completely shut myself from the outside world, if I want.

I kinda want to go to RGPS' CNY next year. I don't know why.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

DUN ASK ME WHY I WROTE IN CAPS. IT JUST MAKES ME HAPPY. AND NEAR HEART-ATTACK TO WATCH THE FIREWORKS. I LOVE FIREWORKS! SPARKLE SPARKLE.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! A NEW YEAR, NEW SCHOOL, NEW CLOTHES, NEW SHOES... BUT ALSO OLD FRENS! I'LL NEVER FORGET ANY OF YOU! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY TEACHERS TOO! AND TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD! 2012 IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! IT'S THE BEGINNING OF A NEW ERA... KEKEKE...

YAY! I CHANGED THE BACKGROUND! THE EGGS ARE SO CUTE! EVEN CUTER THAN EGG HERSELF... UH... SWEATDROPS AND SMILES SHEEPISHLY. HAHAHA... UH... HA?

UH... YAY? HAHA. LOL. XD

LISTENING TO: FIREWORKS. PPL SQUEALING. STEREO HEARTS.

YAY. I'M JUST SO HAPPY. YAY. YAY.

I WANNA SQUEAL NOW... *MUST CONTROL...*
KYAH! FLY, SPAM MAIL, FLY, FLY MY BEAUTIES!!!!

... KAY, I THINK I'M SUGAR-HIGH. I DRANK APPLE JUICE AND ATE BREAD... UH... HOW DOES THAT EQUAL TO SUGAR-HIGH? I DUNNO.  HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY, YAY!

NEW YEAR = HAPPY= YAY= FANGIRLING OLLIE. XD